My rantings
It’s been ages since i’ve written anyting on my blog. But tonight, I just feel like writing. I’ve moved on, and alhamdulillah, I have found something that fits me more. I’m a real estate agent now, a big jump, yes..but a jump that I will not regret..for now. In the short 2 months of being in this line..i’ve gotten to know more people than my 10 months in Jiemin. I’ve learnt that no matter where we go, Allah will always present us with challenges. I”ve run away from the challenges posed by tht sch..but now, I have to be ready for these set of challenges…
Hu said being a real estate agent is easy. Hu said it’s easy money. It is everything but easy! The amount of work that has been done, the resilience that you need to have, the persistence and determination and the constant motivation needed. I salute those who are constant top performers, who have been top by doing clean business. They are really strong people and I wanna be just like them one day. InsyaAllah, I can.
This blog I hope is not read by anyone, for the simple reason that sometimes I just feel like writing my personal thoughts. Like for now, I feel kinda lousy. I know that I shouldnt feel this way. Somehow I find myself being too needy, wanting to see you everyday. And of course, I will never do that. But the self-restrain is hurting me. Seeing you gives me strength, makes me happy. And a day not seeing you makes me weaker, and less happy. And everyday that goes by not seeing you just suck another tinge of happiness away. I think the maximum that I can go is 3 days before the happiness is totally sucked out. Even if I’m with my other frens, I can put up a happy front, but deep inside, I only want to see you. I dare not think of the future when I get too busy with work that I may not have so much time for you anymore. I like this job, but I don’t want it to cause us being drifted apart. I hope that will never happen. Oh well, we’ll see how it goes.
I don’t feel like talking to u tmr. I shall not entertain u tmr.
Sigining off,
Me
